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Well, it's be proven that I cannot win. No lovin for me, ever. I'm all out of a false sense of confidence, i'm now running on a true sense of failure. I've watched almost all my friends break up and hook up in the time it's taken me to have a couple of pointless dates. I try to tell myself all the cliche lines of "it's not me". But that can't be right. If it were right, i'd prolly have found gotten somewhere with someone. But, instead, i've just blown about $300 in dates in the past year to get... nowhere. hell, anyone i've dated won't even fuckin talk to me. yep... no hope here... just despair and anger...