Happiness
Happiness is:
Riding home listening to Miles Davis playing Porgy and Bess with the windows down and the cold air in me face.
Realizing that yes, friends and movies is just what you need after beeing couped up in a house for two days with asthma
Realizing that I'm in a guild. A renny guild. I have new social obligations with new people to meet. wh00t!
That Neverwinter Nights is worth 30 bucks. Not the 50 they wanted at first.... but 30 is fair and waiting is good for my budget
End happiness list
I should sleep, but i'm some sort of emotional upswing at the moment... Don't know why, really. Two good friends of mine might have broke up... I hope they work it out, I kinda liked seeing them together. As a friend I LOVE seeing my friends date. As a bitter single male, i hate it. But that's my beef and not thiers. Sarah Vaughn = awesome.... I want a time machine just to see all the jazz greats in thier prime. On stage, just playing to play. Some pure music. That's one thing this sad and sorry country is missing. Doing things for doing them. No money, no fame. No power. Just to do it and do it as best as you can. I need to do that more myself. Stop living for others expectations, or for some material good. Just do what I can as best as I can because it makes me feel good. It felt good putting together lenoras pc and making it work like a charm. I didn't get anything out of it, really. And she is super happy with it. Giving massages makes me happy too. I like making people feel better than they were before i started... Call me kooky. Gave like two or three tonight. Nothing sexual about, no inuendo of sexual touching. Just relaxing those who need it. Bah, i'm gushing. I should stop now before I lose my man club card.
Arg!!! Meat!!!! NOW!!!! And Beer!!! WASH HER AND BRING HER TO ME TENT!!!!
there, that's better.
Riding home listening to Miles Davis playing Porgy and Bess with the windows down and the cold air in me face.
Realizing that yes, friends and movies is just what you need after beeing couped up in a house for two days with asthma
Realizing that I'm in a guild. A renny guild. I have new social obligations with new people to meet. wh00t!
That Neverwinter Nights is worth 30 bucks. Not the 50 they wanted at first.... but 30 is fair and waiting is good for my budget
End happiness list
I should sleep, but i'm some sort of emotional upswing at the moment... Don't know why, really. Two good friends of mine might have broke up... I hope they work it out, I kinda liked seeing them together. As a friend I LOVE seeing my friends date. As a bitter single male, i hate it. But that's my beef and not thiers. Sarah Vaughn = awesome.... I want a time machine just to see all the jazz greats in thier prime. On stage, just playing to play. Some pure music. That's one thing this sad and sorry country is missing. Doing things for doing them. No money, no fame. No power. Just to do it and do it as best as you can. I need to do that more myself. Stop living for others expectations, or for some material good. Just do what I can as best as I can because it makes me feel good. It felt good putting together lenoras pc and making it work like a charm. I didn't get anything out of it, really. And she is super happy with it. Giving massages makes me happy too. I like making people feel better than they were before i started... Call me kooky. Gave like two or three tonight. Nothing sexual about, no inuendo of sexual touching. Just relaxing those who need it. Bah, i'm gushing. I should stop now before I lose my man club card.
Arg!!! Meat!!!! NOW!!!! And Beer!!! WASH HER AND BRING HER TO ME TENT!!!!
there, that's better.
posted by Rook at 10/15/2003 01:01:00 AM
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